H2ndAnni the amphetamine

If and only if we're still together, we can make th r/ship goes and stand still for 2 years. i couldnt sleep last night because i know its over between us. i'm not bitter anymore because i know that what we had was real.  there are some things we do better together, that's th reason why i'm still remembering you, 


just take a good care of urself.  Annnnnnndddddd just so u know my life is completely happy,lots of happy things i want to share w u, i love travelling, i love shopping, i love cooking, now i hv lots of pump shoes, perfumes and handbags, im addicted on those things,not you anymore, most of time, i had learnt so much things about life, about th r/ship, i'm growing up. :)) i rasa lepas ni i nk cari bf yg suka travel lah,  :D 

Happy Birthday in advance,

Mohd. Nazreen :)

"be with you" ringtone. when i heard the ringtone this morning, all of sudden i ran to get my phone. and ohh it's only the song. just the song from the playlist songs.  funny much! haha

kawan2 i cakap  kuat, i tabah. tp sebenarnya i tak. kadang2 sampai 1 tahap i akan jd sangat2 lemah. i malu dengan diri i sendiri.

i tau u tak akan baca and tgk loveline. tp i akan rasa lega bila i masih lg mampu utk bercerita, here.

yesterday sucks.

awkwardly

we said goodbye, awkwardly. seems like you're happy with your life now. good for you syg :) i akan gembira bila you bahagia. you had picked the right flower isn't it? itu pilihan you, i do respect. she's nice, she can make you happy.

me? technically pretending to be okay. the wounds still, but i do believe sooner or later it will stay be a scar. the nice one. :)) singlehood for me is really sucks. i had created so many things just not to think about you at least in a single minute, but lemahnya, sampai termimpi2. but hey don't worry, i ni kuat sebenarnya, :)) lama-lama i will be fine. dengan sendirinya. sakit ni akan hilang. :)

mimpi

every night

i fall, i rise, i make mistakes, i live, i learn, i've been hurt but i'm alive. i'm human, im not perfect but i'm thankful.

don't worry. i will be fine, we will be fine. jaga diri  :)

we'd went through so many hardships in life together. i know, u're strong enough to handle this. jaga diri sayang :')

ily

stupid assumptions

Do you know why she chooses to stay with the guy who hurt her ? Cause despite that , he knows how to make her happy like no one else can . There may be cuter guys out there, but she doesn't care about that cause to her , nobody else can compare . It's not like he messes up all the time , he does more right things than wrong so she stays with him for all the right things he's done and not leave him for that one mistake . And she knows no matter who ends up with , they're gonna fight regardless , and she would rather deal with no one else , but him  :')

hati hati sayang angkat barang :)

get well soon dear :)

if i could tell you

if I could tell you that i'm so regret for what happen between us. I blame on myself. If I could tell the one that you really love and happy with , then I'll tell her to take a good care of you. jaga hati you plg penting, and anything about you. I dah gagal untuk buat you mcm tu and I really regret that. I tiada peluang lg to do so on you. I terlalu lalai dengan dunia I sampai mengabaikan u, mengabaikan perasaan u, I sangat menyesal. I wish that u could find someone is too far better than me. because u're really special to be loved. 

even I know I really love you, but i'm not doing my best when i'm with you. you're something that really hard to find and almost impossible for me to get it back. your love is not something to play with. I regret that I can't changed my attitude, I'm so regret that I can't give whatever you wish. I'm so regret that I can't be there for you. I can't heals your wounds. 

when you asks me to give your old life back, i know, what you really meant. :)

remember what I said on our last conversation ?

you promise me to take a good care of yourself.

when i'm not with you, I sangat bimbangkan you for sure. I don't want anything bad happen on you. so please please jaga diri baik baik.

 walaupun you jauh dengan dengan I, tp you sentiasa dekat dihati I selamanya :))

sayang

I can't stop for calling you sayang.

from truly of my heart,

I don't blame you or anyone else for what happen between us. it is just a fate. anything happen for a reason. keep going, and live your life well. :) InsyaAllah i'll be fine. everything will be fine.

20102010 - 10022012

1year, 3 months, and 3 weeks. 

:')

thanks for everything

*hugs*

For The Rest Of My Life | Official Music Video

You`ve opened my heart

I was always thinking that love was wrong

But everything was changed when you came along

For the rest of my life

I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you.loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and night

I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

And I pray we`re together eternally

Now I find myself so strong

Everything changed when you came along

I know that deep in my heart

friend :  why should you keep trying ?

me : because I don't want giving up for this ONE. now I have no doubt. I love him with honest and true.  :')

:')

thank you

ilysm :')

love,

"Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss." 




ily syg :')

how can i live without you?

i cant live with those all memories. tht will bring me die. i can't. there are tonnes of pictures together! how....u xnak sakitkan i, tp u already did bila dh jd mcm ni.. i need you. i x expect u akan cakap u xboleh jauh dari i. mengaku la u dah x cintakan i. i kecewa dgn u. knp kita xboleh nk selamatkan hubungan ni? knp?

please don't believe in KARMA, it is hukum hindu. u're muslim, u need to belive on hukum Allah. if u believe on karma, then after me, then u'll get hurt anyone else? is it? please just don't believe it.

i telah berusaha sedaya upaya g mampu untuk buat yg terbaik supaya u bahagia. get ur real life back. i cintakan u. i xmampu untuk padam u dalam hidup i. i xkuat. i xkuat. but i want the best for u. u xakan bahagia dengan i kalau mcm ni, kalau kita jauh. yea. even i gagahkan hati i untuk pujuk, its okay hanya sementara, tp u xcukup kuat. why ?

i berpegang dengan janji2 u. biarkah i hidup dengan kenangan u.

u dah lupa, hubungan kita dah setahun tiga bulan dua minggu 3 hari. tempoh yg agak lama bg i. boleh u ingat, kita pernah d uitm merbok, d kedah, lembah bujang, pondok2, lebai, anw, cendol, penang, tutti frutti, queensbay, u ingat ? i masih ingat lg bau u. :') u pernah ingat u panic gila waktu ada roadblock dekat penang. :))

i hanya nk u tahu i sayang u lebih dari diri sendiri. i akan tahan diri i. i cuba, i akan cuba yg terbaik untuk u.

sayang

i buat selagi apa yg termampu syg. i dah letak effort yg banyak dalam relationship kita. bukan senang nk puaskan hati semua orang termasuk diri i sendiri. i fikir sehari x cukup untuk i lakukan yg terbaik untuk semua. nk jd girlfriend yg bagus dan sentiasa mengambil berat dan memahami, nk jadi seorang anak dlm masa yg sama jadi kakak, buat tugasan rumah, pastikan rumah perfect dan aman damai, dimarah ditenking i need to bear all! xboleh lari. ini tanggungjawab i. ini komitmen i.

u dengan godaan wanita lain itu diluar bidang kuasa i. for sure i tergugat bila ada perempuan lain nk apporach u. but kenapa u nk heran kalau cinta u pada i benar2 utuh. benar iklas, jujur dan tulus. it should be u first. sbb hanya u yang boleh kawal godaan tu. andai perasaan i pada u kuat, andai u seratusperatus percaya dengan cinta i, u xkan ragu2 dgn i,.yes. i akui sikap i buruk. tapi sayang, cuba u ditempat i.

can u imagine bila u da kerja, then u akan berdepan dgn bnyk lg godaan wanita, bila u xboleh kawal then u nk salahkan i sbb xboleh nk jaga u dengan baik.? UNLESS if i ni mmg isteri yg derhaka, yg xjaga makan minum pakaian u, yg xjaga batin u, yg xjaga persaan u, yg biadab dengan u, yg sangat kurang ajar dengan u, yg xboleh memahami u, yg suka membebel, yg hati kering dan busuk, then u deserves for someone better than that.

i nk u happy dengan i syg. jgn terlalu mengikut perasaan. kita kene perlu banyak bertoleransi. kita bukan sempurna. i xsempurna. terimalah i seadanya sayang. yg buruk i nk u tergur and i akan baiki dari masa ke semasa. dan bersyukurlah dengan apa yg telah kita dapat.

i'm telling u this bukan untuk u sorang. tp juga sebagai peringatan untuk i juga. i nk bila kita bersatu, kita jadi sempurna untuk satu sama lain :')

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

kita jauh. saaaangat jauh. you tau. and i pun tau. i sedih, tp sayang nye you tak boleh rasa.